OCW Conference

I promised to report on my experience at the OCW Conference. Initially the goal was to find an editor who would want my novel. As the date approached I saw that I would not complete editing my novel in time.

I did a lot of the hard work, as I had intended. But something was missing. At the conference I found out what it was.

I did not show my novel to anyone nor did I pitch it. But I consulted with my coach and a mentor. What I learned was very helpful.

I learned, first of all, that I am writing “women’s fiction,” not a “romance,” as I had thought. In women’s fiction it is the story and issues of the heroine that drive the book, not the romance.

For me coming to this understanding was huge. It meant I now understood why I could not accept some of the recommendations of my critique partner. It is alright for me to do the things I want to do, and feel I need to do.

I also dug deeper, with the help of my coach, and refined the underlying message of my book. I now have greater clarity about how to proceed with my writing.

Several people encouraged me to stay with my novel. One author remembered my characters from the time I shared my story with her last year and she is particularly waiting for me to finish the book.

At the conference I found something I needed and for which I did not even know I was looking. Now I can’t wait to see what my book will look like by the time the next OCW Conference rolls around.

More on voice

Does anyone else have this problem?

I find myself all over the place when it comes to writing. Today I wrote an article on True Confidence. Day before yesterday I wrote a short story. I seem to be doing anything but editing my novel.

Yes, I am still writing, and I suppose that is a good thing. If I were to analyze myself, I might say that I am not comfortable with my novel. Maybe I don’t want to publish it? If not, then why? Is it just my critical nature? Is it my fear of exposure?

I am going back to my article regarding voice. Does my novel represent my voice? I think this is the real reason for my avoidance. I question whether I am saying what I want to say in the way I want to say it.

I need to dig deeper. We all talk about finding our voice. How do you actually do it? Or is it just a matter of recognizing it when you find it?

I feel like there are layers and layers I have to go through to find out the truth about what it is I want to say. Does anyone else have this problem?